day 7: your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/love
Saturday, August 28, 2010
day 7: your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/crush/love
Dear you,
yes, you.
you know who you are.
love,
me.
day 6: a stranger
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Day 6: a stranger
there are always heros present in our everyday lives.
when you think about it, real hard, you'll suddenly realise that everyone is around you is a hero, and in fact, a stranger as well. there are hero qualities present in everybody.
because we manage to live through half of our lives studying like mad without being a school dropout. it just proves that we are determined people. HAH. TAKE THAT, MOTHER, AND FATHER. I AM A PRO.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
crazy for that moment. heh.
dear old man,
you'll never know how much you inspire me.
although you walk with a limp, and you hobble, but you always come and board the bus at exactly the same time every day.
i really wonder how you do that. its amazing. how you manage to incoporate this taxing duty into your life every single day.
and you hobble.
you are a wonder. even though you have such physical struggles, you always forget that and just do what you ought to do. and thats what truly touches me. because you never give up. just because you have a physical disability, it doesnt mean that it gives others a chance to look down on you. you are strong in your own way. deep down, there is this secret strength that is pushing you on, to do all that you've done.
if only i had that strength.
you never look back upon what you've done wrong, and you just keep pushing on, till the very end. and thats whats heroic about you.
love,
annabelle.
no matter what, just keep pushing on
day 5: your dreams
Monday, August 23, 2010
Day 5: your dreams:
Dear dream,
i havent seen you in a long long time.
and i mean in a really long long time.
but, can you stop giving me weird dreams, im really longing for one thats sentimental and meaningful these days. so give me an inspirational dream.
pretty please?
i havent been writing to you alot these few days, have i?
im looking forward to your reply today, when i hug my sweet lil' old pillow today.
hmm, i wonder if you are like a spirit, like a dream spirit, floating in the misty air. and slowly, using your powerful hands, put a dream into each of our minds. then walking mysteriously away from sight, never to be seen. well, i mean, if you are.
but for heaven's sake, you're just a dream. what more can you be?
if so, i wonder i could catch a glimpse of you. just one glance, is all it takes.
you are my hope, my beliefs, you are my believer. in whom i find rest and comfort. you set my restless soul at ease, my agitated heart to sleep.
i trust you. dream. and i get inspiraition from you because you inspire me to do things through your gifts of the dreams. because you are an inspiration
you have a gift, dream, and you must believe that you have in like how i believe in you.
a 100% trust.
love,
dreamer
day 4: your sibling/closest relative
Sunday, August 22, 2010
day 4: your sibling/closest relative
hi there, my old brother, i sometimes wonder if you're secretly a girl, because there always seems to be some connection between the both of us, and i always feel comfortable talking to you. hee:) really! although there are times when we get into a great deal of fights and quarrels, its always being resolved and we get back along just fine again. its pretty amazing how we can talk to each other and really read each others minds. and im glad to have you as my brother. its something so so so deep, and so well, deep.
its something i'll always remember okay then. bye. and i hate you. as much as i love you. love, annabelle.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Maybe, its just time to move on, to be who we really are, and realise how good we actually can sing, and realise our inner potential, and our strive for excellence. Maybe its time to do all of these, to show the world our capabilities.
day 3: Your parents
Day 3: To your parents
heh, it was a dfficult one, expressing how much my parents loved me. but i thought about it for a really long time, and you know what, there are countless things to say about them, their heroic feats, their humor, their love. Its never ending, what you can actually say about them. because suddenly, you realise what an important role they are playing in your life. the role that requires great strength, courage , bravery, determination, and a role that deals with so many setbacks. You suddenly realise how important they are to you, and how you'll crumble if they left you.
You realise that beneath the solid outer exterior of their hearts lies a soft, caring inner self, always loving and always so tender. and always filled with love. always.
Dear mom and Dad,
I know that i've never been the daughter you've expected, and i've never really been the one that you could be proud of. im tempremental, not the smartass person you've kinda expected, not pretty enough, i complain too much, i'm unreasonable, and i whine. but, nonethless, i am really proud to be your daughter, for all the years of lodging and food, the diaper changing and the feeding, to the tutoring and money you've spent because of me.
What you've done for me is so great, so huge, something that is beyond words. The love you've shown is unexplainable, that it touches so deeply into my heart.
YOu'll never realise how grateful and thankful i am to have you as my parents. But sometimes, i complain and grumble about all that i've been missing out on, like riding a roller coaster, and going to amusement parks, and i fail to realise how much you actually care for me and support me in everything i do.
You let me have my own opinions. and regardless of what you think, you'll never go against my decision, instead, you'll always go for it and support me till the end.
You give me freedom, you give me your trust (although daddy can be a little over protective at times, but thats alright) You give me independence, and mould me to become who i am today. You make me feel good about myself on days i dont feel too good, you love me no matter how i look, and most importantly, you dont judge me for who i am. You just accept whatever comes along and the love you have for me unconditional, the purest love of all kinds.
You made me who i am today. You've helped me to accept failures as part of growing up, how life is always full of failures and without them, there will be no success. You are the reason that i've always been achieving such good results, the reason i've got distinctions for piano exams, and the reason for me being me.
You have no idea how much i appreciate you guys. and even though i dont say it aloud, but i know that you'll always be in my heart, just like the way i will always be in yours.
i know you dont know this, but everytime i'm alone, i[think of you, and all the great things that you've done for me, because at that moment, i'll smile and be happy, because i know that i'm being loved by people, even if its just a mere two. And i know that i wont feel alone, because you'll always be there for me, guiding me in every step i take.
and im lucky to be born to such a loving family. true, we may have our arguments and quarrels at times, but thats just a part and parcel of life, and it is inevitable, but i know that the bond between us does not become stranded because of the problems we've faced, neither will our relationship falter and tumble, but it'll remain strong, in fact, stronger than ever, because of the sruggles we've been through together as a family.
so i thank you, mom and dad, for the countless nagging and scoldings, the tutoring, the money, the free lodging, the free food, and i thank you dearly for the love you've shown to me throughout these past 14 years.
i remember how you'll always tell me " you're beautiful inside"
i love you
love,
your daughter
day 2: Your Crush
Thursday, August 19, 2010
This is kind of difficult, because i can never say that i've ever had a crush before. I've always admired people, like the way they dress, their style, personality, blahblah. but i've never gone to the extend of my heart palpating every time i see someone, or hyperventilate or whatever.
i guess its because i've always been surrounded by nerds, yes, my family is a bunch of geeky geeks. just in case you're wondering. even my extended family are a group of establishing scholars. and i've always been around people who place more importance on studies and acadamics and career more than anything else.
Partly also because living in a such a competitive asian country country, it always been acadamics of the most importance and our top priority. i've never thought that i wasn't normal or anything, i just think that i'm just a little slow on these kind of things, and i'm glad that i'm taking this issue as slowly as i want, at my own pace, letting me adapt to this continuosly changing world. But if i were to have a boy i really like, it's probably gonna be a secret one, just because things like crushes are things you keep inside, not out.
but heres the irony. you'l never know whether i have a crush, because they are secrets. deep dark secrets never to be told. Its kept deep in my heart, where it will stay forever. and i have trust issues. what makes you think i'll spill it all out on the net, where every single thought of mine would be available for everyone to see?its all up to you, whether you choose to believe it or not.
Dear crush,
I really like you. I like the way your brown eyes fall upon mine,
i like the way you run your fingers through your hair when you're annoyed.
I love the way you walk, the way you strut your stuff, the way you act as if something has never happened but it actually did.
I cant descibe how much you mean to me, your every movement, every word you say, seems to be stuck in my mind, like a mark sconed onto someone, it'll never leave.
your stare never leaves me. I think about you in my wildest dreams.
in every situation, i'm reminded of you, how you look, and secretly, i realise, you're always in my heart. in everything i do, im thinking of you.
but i know i'll get over you soon. its all a matter of time. 
Love,
Me. "I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Im fallin in love with blogger,
all over again. this should be prettay exciting!
day 1: your best friend
i dont have any best friends.
yes, and that is true.
its difficult to find someone you really trust, in this world full of lies and scheming people.
a best friend has to be really trustful, she can't go about blabbering about stuff that i told her. My deepest darkest secret. Thats one thing that all best friends should have. because thats the most important of them all.
but i have hella good friends.
and i mean really really good friends.
nah, im just kidding! i have a best friend.
just one, because shes just so difficult to be replaced.
the first one.
Dear Elysia,
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I FREAKIN' LOVE YOU. youre damn nice, i swear. and you're super sunderstanding lurh.
plus, you're like the bestest bestest person i've ever seen!
youre always so patient and all, so tolerant, and you hardly bitch about anyone. which is good, because i always do, and i should learn from you.
i roughly remembered the day we met, you and your poof-y hair, me and my fat ass. I really really like you, and i wish we could be in the same school forever man! There's no one i can really trust, and i have trust issues, and i tell you my secrets and all, shows how much i really trust you. and trust is a really big word. and a really hard quality you'll ever find in a person, a trustful person, and i'm glad that i met you.
for the record, i like SNSD as well, and my fav is hyoyeon! cuz she can dance damn well. and btw, YoonA looks like an alligator when she laughs, which is super cute!!
back to the subject, i'll forever treat you like my best friend, because of all the qualities you posses. I love you!
it may sound super cliche, but their words i honestly feel about you,
i hope that we'll meet again, which we most probably will, because i'll be seeing you on teacher's day!! OMGAWD, CANT WAIT FOR IT<>
love, annabelle.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
blogs are definately for emo posts.
no doubt about that.
and thats why blogs suck, because they're real emo-ish, i guess.
